Ijustdontlikeu

Assumptions Are worse than any drug The hallucinations ten times stronger Than ecstasy could ever conjure Assumptions Lead people to believe That their once loved ones Now only live to deceive Assumptions Can ruin a relationship Where innocence once was is now hatred because Assumptions Can only lead to evil Can only lead to pain Can only leave your once good nature now slain Assumptions "No good in this world!" "No faith in these people" "Oh who is that girl?!" Assumptions Jealousy Hatred Anxiety Pain When will we just be happy again? Assumptions

The way she smells The way she walks The way she smiles The way she talks The way she is, is just a lie She’s scared and she’s hurt She’s dying inside If only people could see This girl’s true beauty But nobody gives her a shot Just turns away without a thought She’s alone and she’s afraid Afraid of what people would say If she stood up for herself Against the world everyday She’s getting tired of dealing with this shit She’s getting tired of being hit By the worlds cruel ways All she wants is someone to say, “Everything will be alright I’m by your side all day and all night Yo

I wonder what people see When they look at me Do they see the same thing as I do? A girl living in a world without a clue I don't know what to think or say To lead me the right way I don't know what words to express To lead me to success Do I hold my tounge and live unheard? Or should I stand up and speak my words? Either way people will be unpleased With their selfish ways and full of sleeze I'd rather be heard than shut out I wanna tell people what I'm thinking about All my ideas that run in my head All the ideas that deserve to be said I refuse to be invisible to the world! I'm through with being a scared little girl I encourage pe

Why am i still here? Why do i still care? Why do i still think someone is going to help me? Its just not fair. Everybody i turn to just walks away, All i need is someone to stay I need someone to walk beside me Someone to listen to me To make my day better just because we are together Help me get my mind off of shit Help me get over it Tell me everything is going to be ok Tell me you'll never walk away.

Why do i care so much about a person that doesn't care about me? Why do i still think we're meant to be? Everybody makes mistakes right? I cant help but think about him every night. He hurt me so bad. Im so lonely,depressed,and sad. Sure hes done a lot of messed up things But so i have i, more than you would think. I just need to talk to him one last time I just need to see those beautiful eyes I still want to call him mine But if i did, he would just tell me lies. I dont think i can trust him again. I do wish we could still be friends. But once we said that last goodbye, Ive just always wondered , Why?

You know what? Forget you! I dont need your damn help! You make me feel worse about myself! You make me want to kill myself! Oh, im a stupid piece of crap? So many people have told me that "Oh i gotta go i have homework to do" We're not even in school! What the hell is wrong with you?! Do you not care? If i killed myself would you laugh? Would you cry? Would you be sad that i died? Well you should know, you could have stopped it. You could have been the reason why im still alive.

Please mom and dad, Dont worry about me Dont be sad Just wait and you'll see Im fine up here Theres no more pain Its now clear, this is where im sane Im happy now and when i look down I want to see you smile, not frown Dont you hear that sound? Its me, speaking to you however I can The birds in the trees, is how i make you understand. So please please please Be happy I am watching over you I'll make your lives not crappy Dont worry, i still love you.

Im screaming! But nobody seems to hear me. Please help me! Someone save me! Still nothing. nobody hears me nobody sees me nobody can release me. from this pain keeping me locked away from saying what i have to say; Help me! But nobody can hear me I guess its time for plan B. Its time to get rid of all this pain Its time to grab the razor blade Make one deep cut in my wrist maybe now they'll be alarmed as the blood drips down my arm Will i even be missed?

What is this thing in my chest? Its causing pain Its causing stress Its causing me to be depressed It hurts every time i speak Its beginning to make me weak It hurts every time i take a breath Im scared to know im close to death Why is my life such hell? Cant anybody tell? Im a wreck inside I dont want to be alive This thing in my chest is a knife caused by hate and when they finally put me down to rest they'll realize its too late To save a girl suffering from pain Her parents didnt know That she wasnt the same

I dont even know how to start All this pain;all these feels, they're tearing at my heart The words that go through my head, everyday make me wish i was dead Im trying my hardest to find help, but just my luck the words are stuck I wouldnt even know what to say I just want this pain to go away I feel like nobody would even care as i cry they would just stare "Look at the sad little girl" they would laugh and joke; make fun of me when i spoke; they're the reason why im broke "Fat,Ugly,Stupid whore!" What are they trying to hurt me for? Do they feel good? Do they feel accomplished? To make a kid feel so demolished Do they even know what i